so ii was doing dishes and sumthing hit me....how would it feel to have to look into the eyes of the person you let down...does it eat you on the inside to know that the one person you really cared abt and really cared about you is hurting and crying all because you let them down, and it did nothing but almost break them as a person. ii mean does it push you to stop talking to them and breakin every promise you made to them about always being around. ii mean how does it feel that to know that it hurts that person to this day that they still care about you...and everyday they regret what happen between you guys if they knew it would have gotten to this bad. ii mean ii wonder how it feels when you see this person cry and you just don't know if its cuz of you because you stopped talking to them for no reason. and then when you see that person happy does it bother you to kno that its not cuz of you, that the blush on their face or the cheese grin isnt because of you anymore...and act like a douche to everyone that deals with this person. ii mean do you even still care abt them...but ii mean ii guess you don't. but not like it matters b/c in the end you just lost the best thing thats ever happen to you...im tellin you now.....no one will ever care about you like the way ii did.
ii gave you my everything and ended up with nothing but tears and endless drama...what can ii do but just fuckin give up on you, just to stop loving you and showing you any interest b/c it gets me FUCKING NO WHERE.....ii finally realized what happens when it comes to caring about you....ii used to think ii wasnt good enough for you...but then ii realized you weren't good enough for me...and never will be. ii deserve to be happy and no matter what that won't ever be with you b/c you just cnt care about anyone but your fukin self. ii always thought you changed but ii was fukin wrong...all you ever will be is a fukin player...so just go one and fukin ignore me...avoid me like the fukin plague....act like the fukin 7 months we had together nvr fukin mattered to you, like it was nothing but a harsh mistake....a bunch of memories you just dont want. but fine go on and do it....
but don't you dare fukin come to me and try to get me back....b/c in the end all hope is gone, ii have nothing but dead memories and ii want nothing that deals with you and me. im not gonna forget abt what we had but ii will forget my feelings for you....and jst keep the memories of us as a learnin experience of what not to do...and the type of person to not fall for...so fuck you and have a nice fucking day ii am done with you. and will not go back to you ever....not cuz ii cnt...but because ii dnt want too ever again...ii will be happy.....and that sure as hell means it wont be with you....
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ii gave you my everything and ended up with nothing but tears and endless drama...what can ii do but just fuckin give up on you, just to stop loving you and showing you any interest b/c it gets me FUCKING NO WHERE.....ii finally realized what happens when it comes to caring about you....ii used to think ii wasnt good enough for you...but then ii realized you weren't good enough for me...and never will be. ii deserve to be happy and no matter what that won't ever be with you b/c you just cnt care about anyone but your fukin self. ii always thought you changed but ii was fukin wrong...all you ever will be is a fukin player...so just go one and fukin ignore me...avoid me like the fukin plague....act like the fukin 7 months we had together nvr fukin mattered to you, like it was nothing but a harsh mistake....a bunch of memories you just dont want. but fine go on and do it....
but don't you dare fukin come to me and try to get me back....b/c in the end all hope is gone, ii have nothing but dead memories and ii want nothing that deals with you and me. im not gonna forget abt what we had but ii will forget my feelings for you....and jst keep the memories of us as a learnin experience of what not to do...and the type of person to not fall for...so fuck you and have a nice fucking day ii am done with you. and will not go back to you ever....not cuz ii cnt...but because ii dnt want too ever again...ii will be happy.....and that sure as hell means it wont be with you....
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