feelings lazy....

so now in the mood to deal with this....
deal with anything....
im sick of ppl....
im sick of dating...
im sick of love...
its all jst pure bullshit...
cuz sure makes u feel good...
but unless u can make sum1 else happy...
IT GETS YOU NO WHERE...
b/c in the end sum1 always isnt happy abt the choice you made...
im jst counting down the days till college....
jst so ii can get the fuck away
from andres...and his prince eric pony tail...
and jess and her guilt trips...
ii told her ii wasnt ready but its not good enough for her...
unless we're together
she cnt be really happy....
ii jst dnt get....
ii jst cnt deal with it...
its pissin me off...
im sooo almost fukin done with this life...
so fuck it....
im jst done....
im keepin to myself...
and fuck the rest....
thats how ii see it...

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